Sunday, May 31, 2009
{ 2:34 AM }
245 am :/ i still cant get myself to sleep. im having a running nose now, shit man. and in less than an hour ive been using two packets of tissue paper alr. its kind of irritating, bye humans.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
{ 10:04 PM }
day went by very fast, and the ITE student will be exam next week and off we go for our holidays..i have force myself to school everyday even im very tired.. 2nd year, you have to present yourself in school and carry teachers balls so your lecturers will give you more marks and your GPA will be high..6months of this term will be over next week.. another 6 months to leave that vary fucking far school.hahhaa..praying for the higher nitec course..now just i realise that education is very important..i have to work more harder..hahhaha..
just now, after school, i went lepak with the BBs.. till 0745, i make a move from there.. bath, eat and watch tv, here i am blogging.hahhaa..aqilah have been forcing me to update..hahha.. nothing to tell..allright guys.. bye.. have a nice day ahead..
{ 5:10 PM }
you see this ah lian here? haha, joking lah. dont be angry, dont be angry.hahaha! okaay she have make an effort to come earlier and no more than 15 minutes later. and me? haha, i was always late for school. lazy uh seh. and its a good thing that she always come to school than i wont be bored. yong ling now let me write about you okay. haha. she skinny yet she say she fat. everywhere also bony. later when she got gastric she keep whinning non stop. " qiqi, i got gastric. " what am i suppose to do? haha. i ask you eat you dont want. never eat happy. then sick complaint. hahaha, still i love you. what else, shes very violent. and she use her long finger nails to dig her nose. hahahaha. (: joking uh. she is very self-conscious and every single minute she will look into the mirror. put on make up lah, everything uh. haha. okaay enough for all. and also i got tons of her pictures in my folders. i love you gf.AND class test will be on the 9th week both APA & DPA. like i say i only know 1/4 of it. and just now i manage to learn time diagram, truth table and how to get the equation for the logic gates. my head bursting trying to absord all the numbers. high & low. bar and whatever. APA worst, nothing. APA is much tougher than DPA, maybe. because APA is someting like physic and a little bit of chemistry the convalent bonding thingy but is waaaay tougher.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
{ 1:18 AM }
never expected it.
broken.
tearing up inside.
dont start pin pointing.
i lost hope.
dont blame others.
its so whatever that the other person
ask you to do that.
-.-
im seventeen.
im not seven year old girl
who cant think and listen
to every word you say.
and assume it was right
and im totally wrong.
NO, you cant fooled me!
goodbye.
Monday, May 25, 2009
{ 5:38 PM }
): the distance from my house to school is far and very tiring. furthermore the lesson is dry and boring. for the past 6 weeks, i know only a 1/4 of the lesson that were being taught. when the lesson get tougher i will start falling asleep, bastard. or else i will start playing around and entertain myself. in less than a 2 weeks time i will have my class test. what have i learnt, nothing ehh. -.- i watched CJ7 yesterday, very nice to watch. so had a normal lessons and this time everyone were getting better :D
june is just around the corner. it means half of the year already. and you know what im trying to say. i agree in every relationship we have the ups and downs. but eversince we entered 2009, we loses grips. we fall apart. will we manage to stay strong? and hold on to each other. (please dont get the wrong meaning) i wish we will. we know whats best for us but sadly nowadays we just cant settle down to have a conversation.
Friday, May 22, 2009
{ 11:00 PM }
i woke up at 11pm and get myself ready. took the train at 12 and meet burny at outram. and then we went to vivo city since i wanted to buy his belated birthday present. but sadly no size for his slipers. " tulah kaki kau gedek sangat. " hahahaha. and i saw this slipper. nice uhh. i want to buy! -.- everything also i want to buy. hahaha. as if i got the money. after that went to kfc to have our lunch and then took 188 back to his home since he need to change. and went to his house and the nenek starts to lectures and all i do is smile and smile. (: then we chilled around his house and wait for my mum at jp. and now im back home. sorry to waste your 2 minutes of reading. hahaha, nothing exciting anyway. bye!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
{ 11:36 PM }
stomach pain lah aiyaa :/ must grab something to eat alr but im too lazy to drag my butt out of the bed. stomach is twisting and turning making me feel uneasy. and baby love im so sorry.
{ 2:05 PM }
floorball trial was cancelled :/ waste my bloody time. but good news, no class tomorrow. since my teacher were not around. yay! so just now after class went to west coast to have our breakfast and then walk all the way to clementi to top up before taking the train and then last minutes floorball trial was cancelled, irritating! so nothing much to say about today. thode pictures were taken a few days back, so just post it. (: faster 7 june, i want money. this month pretty tight. i dont even got the chance to spent. i wish to post something. if you dont like it so " fuck off". i pity for those who had the brain stick to their ass.
US humans words dont pierce through
. but animals maybe. but i wonder why on earth would
. cry when
US humans scolded. such a pity (: hahahaha.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
{ 12:34 AM }
what had past and done i really cant do anything. neither you nor me can get over it. i could only apologize. for you, you make the choice you make the decision.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
{ 11:56 PM }
you are getting on my nerves back again. what you say was totally wrong. i dont what - i dont admit my mistakes? do you even get your words right. then whats the sorry for, for the sake of saying sorry without knowing the reason why am i saying sorry. was that so? and now you have the cheek to even offline? what in the hell is wrong with you now. i dont know eversince when you change to the most meanest person ever. why? your behaviour is totally unbelieveable! ive seen you the worst but this was the worst!
Monday, May 18, 2009
{ 11:47 PM }
mid june 2007mid january 2008
hari raye 2008
november 2008
march 2009
19 may 2009 seen the pictures.
remember the days?
im sure all this pictures are still fresh in your memories.
why in the bloody hell is happening.
what did we actually went wrong, what?
18 march, i will never forget or maybe we.
its been months and weeks still we just let it go.
without realising why and what.
its sad y'know.
i hope we will resolve this faster
rather than arguing ):
happy 2year 2months anniv.
i love you fat.
{ 9:03 PM }
what had past, we forget..the old stories we forget and dont hold grudges..we dont lose anthing okayy.. we dont talk bad bout others, you dont talk bad bout us..hello people.. just ignore the tag..we dont handle YPs too.. not only you, someone..okay..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
{ 11:28 PM }
im cashless right now :/ i dont like ah. i still got atleast 2 weekends before my pay. i need moneymoney. i need more shifts cause i need more money. and now i become a little bit active at work and start extending my hours just to get an extra hour or so. moreover i enjoy working there. and anyways i want to re-pierce. who can help me pierce? hahaha.
im very sad. but what to do, everything will remain the same.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
{ 10:08 PM }
today, my class and i went to the VICOM inspection centre..i wake up late as mum dont wake me up.. then i reach school around 0830... my friends were already in the bus waiting for me alone.. like a star..ahhaha.. wth..at the VICOM insppection centre, we learn the way to ispection a car and a motorcycle..hahaha.. a inspection of a car took only 5 mins.. and to inspect a motorcycle took u 2-3 mins.. very fast huh?? hahaha..there u can see alot illegal car modification..hahaa..but it look nice to me but it was not standard expectation to drive on singapore roads..hhaahhaokay.. too much on that.. after my outing, i went to my friend's auntie house to relax..around 330pm,, fetch aqilah from school then went to BB kerusi panjang to lepak with the BBs.. lepak untill 0730pm then i send this little girl of mine home.. from there, i took the train and straightt go home.. bye everyone.. have a nice day..ilove aqilahh
{ 3:04 AM }
12 may 2009
watch your mouth big guy. try me, nabey you kena uh.
i really dont understand some people. infront of each other you were damn jiwe
but yet you guys talk behind each other back. gerek pe, bodoh.
i wish you guys got the brain to think and to confront big guy. but
too bad you guys dont make use of it wisely. one more time i heard
from anyone. i will make sure i disturb you. bodoh nye busok.
when i say i will disturb, i will do it.
so better stuff your mouth with your big tits.
Monday, May 11, 2009
{ 10:37 PM }
after my 4 days of ON JOB TRAINING at fort siloso, i was posted to images of singapore... theres a bad news and the good news.. the bad news is, i have to remember the 4 full pages of spiel.. its gonna be hard for me.. i hate memorizing words...its just killing me off.. haiyah.. the good news is its near the express and i will be working in the cold place..im happy because during my OJT at frt siloso, i almost burn my body off with the sun reflecting u.. and u know, im a sweat machine.. my work uniform were wet when im working at fort siloso..hahhaha..im now just waiting for schedule..
we had our hard time this year..but we still standing strong here..hope theres a will and a way to get away all the problems that we gone through inyear 2009..iloveyou AQILAH
Sunday, May 10, 2009
{ 3:09 AM }
boys will be boys. some of this will be true.
a few months back i had this talk.
and guys, tend to think this way mostly.
hahaha. random pos je.
ups and downs.one tough rides and this year was the worst.
honestly recall and recap what happen.
i yearn for all the laughter.
where you always filled me with joy and happiness.
no doubt, i enjoyed my days with you.
we entered the year 2009 and now its already in the month of may.
throughout the past few months we didnt went well
even up until today.
i really hope it will be better for us in the future
and not to end it here.
loves.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
{ 12:13 AM }
nadhirah. i miss you. i love you also okay. you better dont put a stop on our five year friendship because i treasured you the most. cheey! haha, but really uh. i remeber you say "after 17 MAY then can ajak you keluar" lame sey. you bettter msg me, because i dont know when your free time. dah lah tak tahu nak msg sekarang. study hard budak sec 5 and go poly kalau tak jumpe kat chua chu kang college. hahhaha, busted eh. tak uhh aku maenmaen je uh. tak payah nak "sensitip" uh. takpayah nanges ke sedihsedih. haha. and please clean your bag more often if ever i saw you again confem bag. aiyoo (: hahahaha. so much to tell so much talk. but sadly this cant happen always. bye love you. hahaha (: aku tak tahu uh nak tules ape, jadi merepek siket. asalkan ape aku tulis aku happy sudah. (:
Sunday, May 3, 2009
{ 6:07 AM }
i guess im suffering insomnia.
hahahaha, crap.
i just finish watching ' BESTFRIENDS' at you tube.
yea, its part by part.
however, it doesnt matter.
i'd still enjoyed watching the movie.
(: im still not sleepy.
but need to get my eyes close real soon
cause my head spinning alr!
good morning people,