my fault i admit it. i know this is something i cant denied beacuse the fact was ive done those repeatedly. im sorry. but too bad you wont accept my apology. i think ive beg you thousand times and people were looking at me. its either you saw it or you dont, so anyways. im very sorry. so the fact is ive been using the words to other people. and i accidentally use it on you. its not that i forgot you or not that i dont remember who are you to me. if i dont, i wont beg you. yessssssssssss, im pretty sorrrrryyyy! yes i was pissed off because despite a countless sorry, u still were mad at me, and worse im still suffering from those pains. too bad i start this all over again. sighh.which means,i will make it worser because of my temper.i will start throwing tantrum and then i would regret that because ive done something that make everything worser. i know u'll get mad over this thing. but im pretty sure, you yourself wont be able to control the temper. or the other way round which you would be able to control lah. so my point of writting this long essays was to tell you that i was sorry if you cant accept my apology just now. annnd also im not giving up on you. you understand. doesnt mean i said that, im giving up on you. now everything is up to you. whether to forgive me or not. siggghhh. good bye, i love you.
