Tuesday, December 23, 2008
{ 2:00 PM }
i wished i had been your first love,
the kind of loves that happens once.
the only special memory you would like
to share with me in the future.
it is amazing that he is the reason of my happiest moments
and my deepest heartbreak. and also he would be next to me
every seconds of my life and giving me the perfect love
that i yearned. thus he would always be there whenever i face
a heart-throbbing downfall. the presence of him had proved to me that
my life is worthwhile and therefore i would enjoy every seconds
of my life. and he know clearly that we are going to make it through
the thick and thin and something new together , hold my hands
and we will make it last. with no one but just the two of us. sadly,
i always wanted to make my speech sounds more pleasant, however
it becomes more complicated and this means my every word has hurt you.
i apologise for being so difficult for these few days. it had been a struggle for me to reach the expectations on how i should display myself towards you.
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these few days has been hard for us. and i apologise for the mistake that i had done.
sorry for not being a good girlfriend to you lately.
but i want you to know that i always love you.
i am not tired of saying I LOVE YOU a countless time
and i always wished that i got the chance to live another day just to say that i love you.
thank you for eased all the problems and wash all my worries.
im sorry if i went a little too far, i am childish to think you could no longer
be bothered by my immature behaviours. and also im sorry if i ever thought
that you never cared, when you did so much. i love you to the most.
it is amazing that he is the reason of my happiest moments
