one minute we were smiling and laughing. and the next minute were quarelling. im sorry. im sorry for being paranoia. why must be me? im very sorry. what else i can do. i jsut want to say sorry and want to make things better. please do forgive me. pleaase? ive been crying whole night thinking about you, and thinking why must i be too paranoia. fuck sehh. and because of that you regret with me. pleaase love me back. i dont want this relationship to end. its too sad. i just hope you could hear my heart. i still want this relationship. i think suffer enough with you. but still im not yet satisfy. i just want to punish myself for saying that. and being so stupid. im sorry sayang.
is it over? a shaking from the pain thats in my head. i just want to crawl in my bed. and throw away the life ive led. i hope i had the chance to make it. and i wish i could take back all my words. i hope its not over. unless you break it. im sorry.
one minute we were smiling and laughing.