Monday, December 29, 2008
{ 10:46 PM }
somehow love this picturebecause aqilah was cute
hahahaha
hello guys.. burn blogging here.. ehhmm. last saturday aqilah and i went to Singapore Zoo and Night Safari.. we met at 1030am and we went to fusionpolis to take my pay.. we took a cab to mandai.. hahhaa.. kaye sehari..when we reached there, we both were shocked because theres alot of people.. the queue was so long and it took 1hour for us to buy the tickets.. we bought the 2-in1parkhoppers and the tram for the night safari.. it cost 40 bucks for each person.we went in the zoo at 1pm.. first animal we saw is the otter.. they were cute and they know we are taking theeir pictures..hhaha.. we walkwalk around the zoo.. and i just waited for the white tigers feeding time at 0220pm and the sealion show at 0500pm..hahaha.. that was what i waited in the parkk.. because im abit tired to walk and most of the animal were hiding behind.. the white tigers were so big and when the zookeeper throw chicken meat, they jumped for the meat.. cool shit..hahaha. the sealion name carlos show.. he was clever.. at 0600pm, we went to eat at KFC.. aqilah treaat me food.. hahaha. at 0700pm we went in the NightSafari.. and still we have to queue just to go in the NightSafari..haha.. we took the tram..best lahh seyy... first time i saw flying squirrel and bat..hahhaha.. at 0930pm, we went for nightsafari show.. aabit funnyy and cool...hahaha.. after that go back lahh... we took bus from zoo to AMK.. we reached home at 1230am... picture next update... but most of the picture was i with aqilah..hahahhaha!!!
sunday.. played football at bbcourt with perfect6 and some of my friends.. i injured my heel.. and now i cant really step fully.. painfull...
moonday, met aqilah at 11am.. i accompany aqilah to ITEdover to change course.. i pity her lah because her school for next year is at tampiness.. kesian kann.hahhaha!! i pray for u so taht u cango itedover for school next year..hahaha...
okay.. bubye..
Labels: nuraqilah and perfect6 always i love..
Thursday, December 25, 2008
{ 7:26 PM }
time zooooommed that fast that we dont even realise it.we are left with atleast 6 more days before 2009.yaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy!! :D and this means a new whole year for me. lets just praay that school will be just fine. no troubles, no nothing. okaaay?! teehees. tomorrow results will be out, which school will i be posted. since my first choice doesnt involve in any electrical or engineering. :D cant wait, cant wait. so thats all. bye babies. :D
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
{ 2:00 PM }
i wished i had been your first love,
the kind of loves that happens once.
the only special memory you would like
to share with me in the future.
it is amazing that he is the reason of my happiest moments
and my deepest heartbreak. and also he would be next to me
every seconds of my life and giving me the perfect love
that i yearned. thus he would always be there whenever i face
a heart-throbbing downfall. the presence of him had proved to me that
my life is worthwhile and therefore i would enjoy every seconds
of my life. and he know clearly that we are going to make it through
the thick and thin and something new together , hold my hands
and we will make it last. with no one but just the two of us. sadly,
i always wanted to make my speech sounds more pleasant, however
it becomes more complicated and this means my every word has hurt you.
i apologise for being so difficult for these few days. it had been a struggle for me to reach the expectations on how i should display myself towards you.
-
these few days has been hard for us. and i apologise for the mistake that i had done.
sorry for not being a good girlfriend to you lately.
but i want you to know that i always love you.
i am not tired of saying I LOVE YOU a countless time
and i always wished that i got the chance to live another day just to say that i love you.
thank you for eased all the problems and wash all my worries.
im sorry if i went a little too far, i am childish to think you could no longer
be bothered by my immature behaviours. and also im sorry if i ever thought
that you never cared, when you did so much. i love you to the most.
Monday, December 22, 2008
{ 8:42 PM }
hello.!! i have been busy working as a cleaner.haha. since last tuesday i work as a cleaner at fusionpolis. worked with farhan.. hahaha.. its hard eventhough its just a cleaner.. seriously.. lots of walking..morning, have to catch worms that enter the building.. stupid worm.. alot sia.. then i have to catch it..hhahaha... tiring though. but it look stupid to catch worms.. everyday the same.. only just now i work on my own at level b2.. not lot of walking but just lots of sitting..hahahha.. i make myself my sitting place that no one see.hahahha..
yesterday, went to play soccer with westG!! westg attendance turn down and down.. fuck those who absent.. but we do enjoy yesterday friendly game... we played it at farrer park field.. i lost my cigg.. 18 sticks left and they are lost for yesterday.. i bought a new one.. hahahha.. mcm org kaye tap tk kaye..
fter game, met aqilaah at jurong point and watch twilight.. actualy i dont understand the first part because i was sleeping..hahaha.. i tink aqilah dont know this..hahahha...the movie last 2 hour.. my butt cramp. end at 7pm i send her home.. then i went to BB to mhave a meeting about westg bbq nyte. went home at 10pm and sleep at 1130.. im a early sleeper..hhahaha!!
to baby,i just love u..hhahaha..bubye..happpy working honeyy...
{ 4:18 PM }
:D
i watched twilight yesterday.
(: edward handsome gile.
hahaha.
and yes today working .
but this time at 7pm till 1am.
malas lahh.
hahaha, seriously.
so basically nothing happen much today.
and to baby,
i love you no matter what.
im sorry for my behaviour.
but you are getting on my nerves yesterday.
but i know i shouldnt throw my temper to you.
im sorry baby!
so actually i dont want to face any misundersatnding or arguments
with you. it is too sad.
it tears my heart to pieces whenever we quarell.
i know whatever i say might not make sense to you.
because of the attitude that i am giving you.
but i swear i love you, no matter what it takes.
i want you to go beacuse im scared that i'll make your life tougher.
but good enough that your love to me is strong enough to face my attitude.
im sorry and thanks baby.
really i appreciate your love.
i know our love will still stand strong and we will never fall apart.
lets pray that we will be together like what we dream for.
(: sayang you.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
{ 2:36 PM }
i want money
so that i can go shopping.
i can buy
jeans
tshirts
shoes
slippers
bangles
earings
bags
and many more :DD
i want 7th january!
like real soon.
i want long hair
because i like it.
i want to have a fairer skin
baahh, i wish!!
i want laptop, pleaaase ?!
if only i can.
Friday, December 19, 2008
{ 12:28 PM }
okaay aku tak happy :( like seriously. i didnt make it to secondary 5. passed everything but 11 points. so i cried when i received the results. pretty sad. good enough i was given a chance to some of the courses in higher nitec even theres not much choices for me. so mum was not that mad. phew!! but she keep on saying " you should start earlier " all the way i ignored her. so i made my choice to games design and development. but had to wait for the results, 26december. hopefully i was accepted. because most of my courses is engineering. but the course that i wanted is at macpherson. hopefully je tak malas nak pergi sekolah. (: hehs. 
so today is the 19th and happy 21 monthsary, baby!
i love you :D
thanks for all this while.
teehee.
meet you up soon.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
{ 10:57 PM }
im feeling so so so tired now. but at the same time i cant sleep. so my results is tomorrow at 2pm. every hour is important. time flies real fast that the day that i have been waititng for is tomorrow. TOMORROW. hahaha. tomorrow burn will be taking halfday to fetch me after taking my results. yayness! hahahaha. atleast after the results if i pass i got someone to jump for joy with me. or if i failed i got someone to hug when i cry. hahaha. insyallah pass lah. amin. :D i have been complaining because im too scared for tomorrow. conferm jantung berdebar-debar. everyone said that n level is easy and i can do it. when i look back at my prelim, terok pe. english pon tak pass. thats why im scared. okaay, enough with this. anyways, im working just now. im vey tired. hahaha. working with nurinda again so hapy. so my trademark in starbucks would be C3 or kecik. my manager would ask the attachment to takecare of me, scared that i would play around. hahaha. they thought im a small kid or what. so end at work at 6pm went home and at 8 went to pioneer mall to buy contact lens and have a hair cut. not much different. (: hahaha. okaay thats all. byre readers. thanks for reading our blog (:
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
{ 12:56 PM }
yesterday.
i was working at 7am, so i was up as early as 6 in the morning.
luckily my house is only a few bus top from jurong point so i only need atleast an ahour or so to to wash and ready and be there on the dot.
so i when i reach there no one was there. i dont know why i was scared. hahaha. (pasal tkde orang pon at the third floor sape siol tak takot.) so i started doing some of the things while waiting for ace and haffiz. so while i was doing the prep work. ace startled me from the back. and i was shouting "sialah, terperanjat bodoh" and he was laughing at me. i feel that my heartbeat stop for a sceonds, hahaha. bodoh nak mampos :D finally haffiz came at 8.10am. yadayadayada, we get our things done and our first customer came and bought grande latte :D teehee. yesterday i was assigned to do pos and help out ace with the bar. i was like pos again. i was scared to do pos, since i got the CA form. fuck michelle. i was a new partners cant you understand it not like i lost $200. it was only $20. i was totally pisse dof with her. fucker philiphines.
this post is specially for you mich.:
if you are a foreigners act as a foreigners bitch.none of our managers at Jp are like you. its only you. you never undersatnd. like hello im a new partners. ofcos i will miss out something. whats makes me double pissed off with her when i asked her to double check because i lose the 20 bucks. she replied "i dont know, i dont know. " i feel like putting her head in the oven and burst. shit you!
and also please be considerate by helping outside when theres a slam. dont just sit aorund in the office and say "oh im so dizzy, im so tired" bullshit! doesnt mean you a shift manager you dont need to help. mind you not only me but alot of us, hate you for your stupid brain!sorry for the previous post. im so so angry with her. okaay enough with her. blabla, i had my pos right finally. :D and haffiz was clapping for me, hahaha. kelakar lahh. so yesterday had to go to capital towers to take some stock and took the cab back. ace lost his phone in the taxi. pity him. so after that ent work at 2.50pm and when home to change and meet burn. we ate at TEH TARIK. and after that accompany him for a while to play soccer at BB court. fatt and nana was there too. and i make amove at 9, because i was too tired. went home and went to sleep.
today. i feel fresh :D because i got a good long night sleep. yeeaay! so i gues today rot at home.
burns is working today. okaay pity you. i know how tired you are.
tapi nak duet pe, nak kene kejer lahh (: okaay? hahaha. 
anyways i love this guys(:thanks to burn that i get to know them.
because they are fun to hang around with.
:D hahaha
Monday, December 15, 2008
{ 2:23 PM }
Muhammad Redza & Nur Ain
Yesterday was 14 december 2008, Muhammad Redza(brother) and NurAin making a tie-ing knot( tunang).. and yesterday was their 6 years anniversary.. lamer kan?? hahahhaa...
yesterday, before we went to ain house, we say some prayers. after some prayers, we went there.. 5 vehicles went there.. alot tk?? hahahha..when we reached there, my atok became the representative of Redza and talk about the tie-ing knot..and exhange gifts.. actually i dont understand lahh.. yesterday, i just become the cameraman.. taketake picture only..hahahaha!!..
we came back my hoouse then we eateat.. mee rebus and satay inthe house.. SLURP!!.. sedapp..hahahha.. k lahh.. thats all..bubye...
Sunday, December 14, 2008
{ 9:23 PM }
im tired, veryvery tired.
i need a goody long hours of sleep.
pimples start popping anyways.
shiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
i have been working at 7am, for 2 days.
tommorrow somemore.
gile uh lu michelle.
okaay enough with work.
anyways, im bored.
someone entertain me pleaaase!
currently burn is busy.
so tak boleh msg, cepat habes kan! :D
and yes, 2008 is coming to an end soon.
woaaaah, where has the time gone to.
time flies very fast and we dont even realise it.
my secondary 4 is very short indeed.
im getting older, oh mann!!
and in atleast 4 days time,
my results will be out.
okaay, shuut up!
baby, everyday i love you more and more.
i miss you, really! :D
and in 5days time we are turning 21months old tau.
hahahaha. sayang youu.
okaay , byebye.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
{ 12:28 PM }
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat?On my knees
Well that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible, I seeThrough the me, I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
SuperhumanI feel so superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along I can see tomorrow
Well every problem is gone becauseI flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelieveable to see how love could set me free
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me, with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
SuperhumanI feel so superhuman
I feel so superhuman
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you
My only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do
Anything
Going going I'm gone away
In love
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me, with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
Superhuman
{ 11:54 AM }
hello!! burn blogging.. i start on tuesday and wednesday. both days im have been working with FARHAN SHAMSUDIN as cleaner..hahhaha.. kekek kan.. hahaha. tiring though..i had to sweep all dead leaves around the building..hahaha.. on wednesday after work, i met AQILAHASNAWI at climenti.. i was late about half an hour.. she was mad at me.. but i just kept quiet because i was too tired.. realireali tired..hahahaha... we went vivo to change my pair of shoes that were bought by baby.. after change, we bought ourself a megamcspicy meal..hahhaa.. and we ate at the rooftop.. have fun..talk crap.. we were like irritating with each other because we make faces..hhahaha.. on thursday, i came down to lepak at BB..aqilah came too.. talk crap.. send her back then went backk..on friday, i met wang at his house.. cabot lahh..hahahha.. around 5, i went to JurongPoint and meet aqilah.. went to watch movie, but....hahhahahaha.. around 8 plus, send her home.. then i tokk 185 and meet the BBs at BB..hahha.. talk cock.. farhan, donkey and wang send me home.. because they are boring..hahhaa.. bagos.. hahaha.. kk.. bubye
Friday, December 12, 2008
{ 10:43 PM }
i want a shopping spree pleaaase, but i havent had my pay yet. so i had to wait on the 7th of january. lame ke pe aku kene tunggu! i want to go shopping, like for real. pleaase, anyone give me some money.okaay, =.= craaap lahh. enough with that. and in 6 days time my results will be released. "rase takut sampai nak mati sehh." hahaha, really. im cant wait for the results but at the same time im scared. beacuse 50-50. pass ke fail, tengok je lahh. pray for me, pleaaase. hahaha.
i love you.honestly, i do.
pleaase dont walk away from me.
because i need you,
to be with me.
thnaks for all this while.
and i appreciate it.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
{ 3:33 PM }
9dec, i spent my whole day in store. i was suppose to meet the rest at 9am.
but i could not wake up. like seriously. i was lazy to drag myself out of the bed. so i went back to sleep about an hour or so. blabla, i meet zie at 1130am. and they were just about to start unpacking things. all the stocks came in late. so i came in and start to unpack things. the place was full of dust. so we were sweeping and mopping the floor for countless time. hahaha. it was tiring but yet fun. so it was 2 plus and we went to have our lunch. yadayada. haffiz asked me, zie and amira to go to fusion to take some stock. we took the cab to and fro. and blabla. our work still not done but finally i went home at 11plus.
10dec, i start work at 9am. i woke up at 8 and get ready to work.today was the official date when jurong point is opening. so i bet there will be thousands of people. so i was right. it was early in the morning when jaacob asked to do sampling. so we make our way to the public and everyone were like running to get the free drinks. i was like dont they have the shame. what i mean dont run from a distance just to get the free drinks. it worth nothing. it was just from the small cup which doesnt even could wet the throat. hahahaha. so many things happen basically. i end work at 430pm. huh, what a relieve. i fell like chopping off my leg. afetr that went home straight. blablabla. i get myself ready. and went out of the house. as per normal burn was late. so i had to wait for him for more than half an hour at clementi. we plan to go to vivo to change the size of the shoe. after a while we were okaay cos i feel that it could get to nowhere if continue that way, since he is stubborn anyway. so after that we went to eat at mcadonald waste time and then reach home at 11plus.
11dec, which is today. i woke up at 2plus. terok kepe? so i had to stay home to takecare of my brother. leceh lahh. rot at home i guess. okaay till here. aku lapar lah. hahaha. nak makan! okaay lahh. aku miss sayang aku. hehs (:
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
{ 12:30 AM }
selamat hari raye haji.(: aku dah gemuk.
sebab aku happy lah.
okaay, craap.
what i had in my mind todaay?
lets talk about the bangladeshi under my block.
there were tons of them.
and im pissed.
firstly, they were making alot of noise.
secondly, they were making a mess.
with beer cans, bottles.
thirdly, its smells.
everything smells.
they occupied the whole place.
dont they have a place to stay.
so enough with them.
so im full now.
i went two houses today.
and both houses i ate.
okaay, i think im gaining weight.
im getting fatter and fatter.
need to get on my feet and to do some exercises.
and again,
we hardly can contact.
hais.
i have to wait again.
im tired of waiting.
i understand but aiyaa forget it.
okaay bye peesps.
Monday, December 8, 2008
{ 8:52 AM }
First i would like to wish all muslim in this world, selamat hari raye haji. those who dont go for the morning hari raya haji prayer, i dont what to say to you all.. hahahha.. today im late for the prayer.. so in the mosque, i pray near the gate.. it was raining and i get wet.. nevermind lahh.. after sembahyang, my siblings together went to see sheeps.. it SMELLS..hahahaha. i think all the sheeps are cold because they sneezes..hahhaha.. funny sia.. we went home after that.. we will going to my uncle house this year later.today my stomach will be full..hahha.. ayam merah..hahah..
second about yesterday, we had a game against ASMARA that is first in our table league.. the game was at WESTSPRINGSEC and we went there with 11 player.. i dont mind.. during the game, we were leading 2-0.. but time as past, we got tired.. they lead us by 2 goals.. they won us 4-2.. wasted seyy..nevermind lahh..
third,before days i was mad at aqilah due to some problems.. yesterday after i had WestG game i went staright to tehtarik and she met me at BB after i had my lunchh... she say sorry and i forgive her.. i dont smile because im tired lah honeyy.. after i forgive her, she told me that she bought for me one thing from vivo.. then i was like(???????????)..hhahaha... and the thing was at her sister that was at tehtarik..then we went to tehtarik.. she gave me the thing.. it was my vanz shoe.. im happy.. ii want that shoe for quite a long time.. thanx honeyy.. and she told me one thing too that make me happy..hahahha..
to my brader QiQi, chill ehh.. mama rosita will get well soon... take good care of herr..
Sunday, December 7, 2008
{ 12:21 PM }
i have alot to say
i miss you and thing werent the same.
beacuse everything inside wont comes out right.
im sorry about all the things i said to you.
i know i could not take it back.
this time, i think i should be blame.
its harder to get through this days.
you get older and blame turns to shame.
i think about how we came all this way.
all the sleepless night and the tears i cried.
i know its never too late to make it right.
and i just want to say sorry.
i love you, and forever it will be.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
{ 9:46 PM }
one minute we were smiling and laughing.
and the next minute were quarelling.
im sorry.
im sorry for being paranoia.
why must be me?
im very sorry.
what else i can do.
i jsut want to say sorry and want to make things better.
please do forgive me. pleaase?
ive been crying whole night thinking about you,
and thinking why must i be too paranoia.
fuck sehh.
and because of that you regret with me.
pleaase love me back.
i dont want this relationship to end.
its too sad.
i just hope you could hear my heart.
i still want this relationship.
i think suffer enough with you.
but still im not yet satisfy.
i just want to punish myself for saying that.
and being so stupid.
im sorry sayang.
is it over?
a shaking from the pain thats in my head.
i just want to crawl in my bed.
and throw away the life ive led.
i hope i had the chance to make it.
and i wish i could take back all my words.
i hope its not over.
unless you break it.
im sorry.
Friday, December 5, 2008
{ 11:51 PM }
what happen today.meet baby and wang at lakeside.we went to marina to look for jobs.and after that we went to beach road to eat "tulang "and after wang went home.and i accompany baby home,to take his laptop and then went to boon lay to repair.after that went to coffee bean to chill.and home sweet home.hahahaha.
{ 1:20 AM }
i feel like blogging at this hours.
okaay baby is asleep already.
and im not sure what to do now exactly.
so tomorrow me and my other partners of SB,
will be going JP to see the store.
and we are putting all the machines and decorate the store.
cool or what?
and after that we are to have a little party.
its going to be a blast (: steamboat, yumm.
im excited but at the same time im lazy.
for baby.
i just feel like writing this to you.
lately i have been spending my time with you.
and i have been enjoying myself.
the atmosphere u fill with joy and laughter.
and every meeting is always enjoyable.
despite all the arguments and misunderstanding,
i will always love you.
although sometimes,
" aku rase nak cekik kau sampai mampos "
hahaha.
when i need a listening ear, i knew you would be there.
when i need shoulder to cry, i knew you were there to wipe off my tears telling me not to cry.
when im i cold, i knew you were there to hug me and keep me warm.
when im scared, i knew you were there to keep me safe.
and that is why i love you redzuan.
and will always be.
somehow love this picture
it is amazing that he is the reason of my happiest moments
hello.!! i have been busy working as a cleaner.haha. since last tuesday i work as a cleaner at fusionpolis. worked with farhan.. hahaha.. its hard eventhough its just a cleaner.. seriously.. lots of walking..morning, have to catch worms that enter the building.. stupid worm.. alot sia.. then i have to catch it..hhahaha... tiring though. but it look stupid to catch worms.. everyday the same.. only just now i work on my own at level b2.. not lot of walking but just lots of sitting..hahahha.. i make myself my sitting place that no one see.hahahha..
:D
so today is the 19th and
Muhammad Redza & Nur Ain
i love you.
selamat hari raye haji.
one minute we were smiling and laughing.
