how i hate it. this has gone for like about 2weeks at least. medicine! medicine! medicine! i am so sick and tired of eating pills. oh, god! i wish to get rid this flu as fast as possible. urgh!

SORE THROAT!

every morning and in the middle of the night throats were itching. started coughing. flames were in my throats but couldnt let it out.i feel like using my finger and wanted to dig into my throat and let the flames out! (yucks! hahaha) but at least maybe i could feel much better. but thats okehh. hahhaha! its recovering soon.

feeling down and stressed. things went all wrong yesterday night. how i'd wish it didnt happen and me wept! it really hurts me though! what can i do! i have to accept it though. i go to school and wanted to start a new day ahead but instead things are going around in my mind! i try to concentrate in whatever i can. its good thing that nadhirah is around, at least she's there to cheer me up. class ended early since today is friday. after school, i went to BB to meet burn. theres also some of his friends. i was not in the good mood at first. since im still thinking about what happen yesterday.so i keep quiet most of the times.one of his friend, firizqqi came and started his stupid joke. i laugh to his jokes. its really funny although its LAME! after that im in the mood and not feeling sad. since what for im there if i am all feeling gloomy. so actually i had fun there with burn and his friends around.im glad that i had friends around me to keep me going for the day(: !!

i left BB at six, since i had to fetch my PLUMP brother from school. along the way, i was asking myself whether i should cut my hair or not? what more, i even ask some of my friends, whether they prefer me LONG hair or SHORT hair! hahahha. [merepek sehh]. but majority says that i should keep longer hair cos i look beeter lahh. so tak jadi lahh potong rambot(didnt cut hair lahh). so i guess i try to keep longer hair. whahahahha! maybe the ferst time i guess i will ne having long hair(: hoping it doesnt look weird. after fetching him. we go home and do the things that we are suppose to. we watch television and finally i got to see my favourite drama, since i missed it yesterday "kahwin muda" indonesian drama. it was hilarious. hahhaha! after that i have my dinner and then i started do some colouring and drawing. and now im actually sneaking to my parents room, without my fathers permission. and im here playing the computer! hahahha. thats all for today!

BURN:

once in a lifetime,

once it comes,

we grab it and spent every moment of it WISELY.

once it goes,

it will gone forever

and it left us with

BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES.

muhammed redzuan bin mohammad asri,

aqilah love u very muchh (: