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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 { 10:57 PM }

hey guys..

today is 30th Aprill, so its my birthday today..i was born at NUH at 0921pm.. my mum told me that, she had a very hard giving birth to me..i asked her why, and she say its because im so very the big.. hhahahha.. im the only child that my parents use alot of money just to pay the hospital bills.. i dont understand why..hahaha..

today class was only lifeskill and theory lesson.. they used a stick of cigarette for a birthday present gift. im happy though.. after class, went straight home and change and met up aqilah at Jurong East Inter.. We headed to Causeway at 4... she brought me to Swensen.. me thinking, SWENSEN?? hahaha.. because it was my first time eating in that Swensen..hahahha... she ordered choclate fondue.. it was great.. thanx baby.. i love it.. chocolate its my favourite..after eeating that, went smoking and to BB taking MRT.. lepak with alep and farhan for while..

ayte..

there some photos that was taken just now..

snapsnapsnap, while waiting for the chocolate fondue

her treat at Swensen.. thanx baby.. love herr so muchh..

Tuesday, April 29, 2008 { 8:33 PM }

hello people..

today class start at 0730.. i reach for school on time... goodgood me..
hahhaha.. today we had our phase test on drum brake and master pump..
easy.. but the diffiult thing was i dunnoe how to read the vernier caliper..
hahha.. confused with the reading.. ehhmmm.. kept quiet in class the whole day
because im tired lahh.. veryvery tired.. and the wheather today is very hot..
fucking hot..

classmate's father passed away last friday.. and just now at around family of vincent
burn the body.. so sad fo vincent.. some of our friends went there to pay a visit..
i dont go because no ezlink lahh..

now is 0845 pm.. 3 hour plus to my birthday..hahhaha.. im 17 years old this year..
wow!!.. so fast im big..hahahhaha..

okay lahh..
gtg..bye

Monday, April 28, 2008 { 5:20 PM }

this whole week and for the next of whole week i will be having exams. it just another stressful week. REGRETS. regrets for not starting revision eralier. now, i have tons of stuff to memories. im STRUGGLING though.

today i sat for my maths paper one.yesterday, despite of doing long hours revision, but still i've yet to covered another two more topics, which is the bearings and three-dimension. i left that uncovered and went to sleep since it was already 1.30am and i'd already starting losing my concentration. waking up was a torturous. hahaha, feeling all tired and sleepy. i am lazy to get my ass out of the bed until my mum came in, and started asking me to get out of the bed immediately. feeling worried and scared for the paper, since i knew that i am not well-prepared for the exam. the paper was 2 hours long. and my back were hurting from yesterday. most of the question were from the sec 2&3s topics, which i did not revise the day before. i could say it was my teacher fault! (hahahha). yalahh, he did not revise with us on the past years topic, what to do. well, partly is my fault too! for not revising. i was struggling throughout the paper. what i learn most of the things did not came out. i bet it will be coming out on the paper 2. i skipped alot of question since i couldnt think anything. after the maths paper i sat for my mother tongue paper. mother tongue paper was okehhh. 50/50. after the malay paper, i went home straight.

at home i thought of starting earlier revison but i couldnt find my sec3 social studies TB! it took me for atleast half an hour finding that book. feeling frustartes i went to take a nap. and here iam blogging. hahhaha! okehh lahh. im off to do revision or tomorrow.

thsts all. ILY, burn! (:

Sunday, April 27, 2008 { 11:37 AM }

AqilahAsnawi,

Its been 1 year and a month plus we have
been together and its going be a long journey
as we are going thorugh differernt pace of life..
Our relationship have taught me to be a better
man.. not to drink and do stupid things..
What makes me change is all beause of you..
Thanks so much sayang..Let me tell you this,
words cant express how i feel towards you, baby...
the only thing i can prove you is by my actions
towards you.. i have been loving you more than a year,
but still theres no REGRET.To me, you the ONE...
and yes im happy when you are by myy sight..
i can promise this, i dont play with others girls behind
you.. S-U-M-P-A-H..

just want you close...
Where you can stay forever...
You can be sure...
That it will only get better...
You and me together...
Through the days and nights...
I don't worry 'cause...
Everything's going to be alright...
People keep talking they can say what they like...
But all i know is everything's going to be alright...
When the rain is pouring down...
And my heart is hurting...
You will always be around...
This I know for certain....

ayte baby..this is for you..
ilove oyu..
bye..

Saturday, April 26, 2008 { 10:09 PM }

YOU BELONG TO ME

REDZUAN & AQILAH
a sudden impact i had,
i finally realise it.
i have fallen deep in love with you.
its been more than a year now.
and my love for you has never fade.

finally i realised,
and i am right that,
u are just one of a kind.

you meant everything to me now.
I will stay close to you and NEVER let you go.

i'll never let you go from my sight.
you are the one whom i missed,
the one whom i LOVE,
the one i'll look for when im in trouble,
the one who make me smile
and the one who cares for me.
you are everything.

once in a lifetime,
i grab this chance to be with you.
i will cherish every moment we are together,
never wish to miss a day with you(if i could).
and here i am,
with you by my side,
feeling all secure.

FALLEN FOR YOU

Labels: (: love redzuan

Friday, April 25, 2008 { 9:50 PM }

FLU?!

how i hate it. this has gone for like about 2weeks at least. medicine! medicine! medicine! i am so sick and tired of eating pills. oh, god! i wish to get rid this flu as fast as possible. urgh!

SORE THROAT!

every morning and in the middle of the night throats were itching. started coughing. flames were in my throats but couldnt let it out.i feel like using my finger and wanted to dig into my throat and let the flames out! (yucks! hahaha) but at least maybe i could feel much better. but thats okehh. hahhaha! its recovering soon.

25april!

feeling down and stressed. things went all wrong yesterday night. how i'd wish it didnt happen and me wept! it really hurts me though! what can i do! i have to accept it though. i go to school and wanted to start a new day ahead but instead things are going around in my mind! i try to concentrate in whatever i can. its good thing that nadhirah is around, at least she's there to cheer me up. class ended early since today is friday. after school, i went to BB to meet burn. theres also some of his friends. i was not in the good mood at first. since im still thinking about what happen yesterday.so i keep quiet most of the times.one of his friend, firizqqi came and started his stupid joke. i laugh to his jokes. its really funny although its LAME! after that im in the mood and not feeling sad. since what for im there if i am all feeling gloomy. so actually i had fun there with burn and his friends around.im glad that i had friends around me to keep me going for the day(: !!

i left BB at six, since i had to fetch my PLUMP brother from school. along the way, i was asking myself whether i should cut my hair or not? what more, i even ask some of my friends, whether they prefer me LONG hair or SHORT hair! hahahha. [merepek sehh]. but majority says that i should keep longer hair cos i look beeter lahh. so tak jadi lahh potong rambot(didnt cut hair lahh). so i guess i try to keep longer hair. whahahahha! maybe the ferst time i guess i will ne having long hair(: hoping it doesnt look weird. after fetching him. we go home and do the things that we are suppose to. we watch television and finally i got to see my favourite drama, since i missed it yesterday "kahwin muda" indonesian drama. it was hilarious. hahhaha! after that i have my dinner and then i started do some colouring and drawing. and now im actually sneaking to my parents room, without my fathers permission. and im here playing the computer! hahahha. thats all for today!

BURN:

once in a lifetime,

once it comes,

we grab it and spent every moment of it WISELY.

once it goes,

it will gone forever

and it left us with

BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES.

muhammed redzuan bin mohammad asri,

aqilah love u very muchh (:

Thursday, April 24, 2008 { 9:32 PM }

at 0230am, woke up happily to watch soccer match(BarcelonaVSManU) i woke up happily because it was my first time watching ManU against Barcelona..hahhaa.. weird isn't it??
hahahha.. C.ronaldo missed penalty.. maybe ManU may took the lead if he scored.. but the match end up draw.. ManU played the worst yesterday..

After the match, i sleppt till 0600am for school.. Wow.. heavy eyes.. but i forced myself to the bathroom.. took my very own sweet time, but i was on time in school.hahaha..starts at 0730, we do the transaxle engine.. amir and i get so boring and we took our friend's PSP and play it outside the workshop.. We dont eat but onli play PSP..hahhaha. cool..

Went straight home and wait for aqilah's msg.. at around 4, she msged me.. then we met up at BB.. BB friends came after we came.. i help out with her maths.. but the maths in my mind are all gone.. wasted lahh seyy.. lepak till 0900.. and here i am now after eating chickenrice that was bought by my mum... im full.. ok people.. bye..

aqilah was loved.. :)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 { 9:49 PM }

pictures are for fun.

today im having 2 examination papers. both are paper 1. english and mother tongue. i am having a hard time doing the english paper as my english are not that good. it was quite a tough one. but overall im not struggling. hahahha. mother tongue paper was easy. i finish beforehand. and i sleep for almost 1hr long. hahaha.( lepas tu tangan cramp). after that. i played around with farhanah. she splashed water on me. and after that i jump on to her.and she fall. i was abit rough on her. but too bad. she started it first. after that me , farhanah and lydiana went to the toilet. lydiana did stupid things. u know what she did, she sprayed DETERGENT to us, toilet detergent. OH GOD the smell. hahahha.farhanah jumpe onto her and i sprayed the detergent on her. after that she came running for us. i was scared actually. she was super rough. so i ran away from her. after that i felt frustrated with her. in the end, we fought in the canteen. i was really mad. but after that we are okehh. actually my friends and i were planning to play soccer but i wanted to meet burn. so i did not turn up. i meet him at BB. as per normal he turns up late. but thats okehh. i was pretty in the good mood. so i ignore. hahha. well, got to see him just for a whle, cos he is planning to play soccer. so i went home earlier. thats all for today. today was a fun day indeed. english were really not impressing. hahah. ashamed of myself): hahahha. need to work hard(: till here. takecare people. i love muhammed redzuan

Monday, April 21, 2008 { 10:07 PM }

school starts as per normal. just another one long day. feeling lethargic and bored. no mood for going to school. feet were dragging as i walk. early in the morning principal start with her lecture. make me feel like dozing off any minutes. lesson starts at 8.30. eyes cant keep awake. and i keep falling asleep in class. keep yawning and tears rollind down my cheeks. hahhaha. too tired maybe. theres are still muscles cramps on my thighs. after school. i went to meet burn.well we went to the library doing nothing though. we stayed there till 6.30 and i have to go off. so thats all. thats kust the things i do for most of my days.

2 more days exams are coming. and i have yet no touch any single books. feeling lazy and i cant resist.for the next of 2 weeeks. i have to push myself to study. oh godd. hahha. i hope i could absorbs some things before i went to exams classroom. die die die.(: okehh lahh. got to go.

Labels: LOVE burn

Thursday, April 17, 2008 { 9:04 PM }

today basicaly doing my daily routine.. start class at 0730am and ends at 1130.. class with mr mahadi and haridas was fun today.. talking crap while intro-ing the new gear box.. my class and i cant stop laughing with the teachers jokes. but i still felt so tired in school.. lazy lahh.. automotive is great for me BUT the school is far...

at 1, i reach home.. changed up and meet aqilah at her school.. acompanied her at jurong west stadium for her run practice with her friends.. she ran twice of 200m.. after that run, she came to me and tell me that she was heavy and cant run..hahahha..other time, dont say me heavy..hahha..ayte people.... thats all for today.. bye.. tc.. cintai aqilah..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 { 9:49 PM }

early in the morning still feeling drowsy. if only i had the chance to not going to school, i'll bet i'll be sleeping the whole day. feeling all tired and restless, i dragged myself to school. i was quite early to school. and i hangout in the canteen for a while. atikah, nad and fad were like "WHY WERE YOU EARLY TO SCHOOL?" maybe i dress faster then i usually does. the whole day i felt lethargic. i keep yawning, which makes my eyes watery(DUH! of cos) well of cos i kept myself wide awake. forcing myslef to do so. it was tough u know. hahha. i feel like keeping my head lie on the table and shut my eyes. and fall into a sleep. i keep myself awake till 1pm. that is when i finish my lesson. i went home straight but didnt get to sleep despite feeling like dozing off any minute. instead i play the computer and update the things taht i have to. i played the computer for atleast 2hrs. finally i went out to meet burn.

at 4 i left home and i walk to interchange whch took me atleast 20mins. since my ezlink is with him. i waited for him for atleast 30min. which makes my blood go up lahh. well, to admit things. i hate waiting. so when he arrived i was really furious at him. yeah well thhanks to my cousin. i hate him!! make my life difficult. he insist of not talking to me since i mad at him. well, at taht point of time, i not sure whose at fault. when u are mad. u could never want to listen anything, am i right? we walk to where we always chilled. we dont talk. we just keep our mouth sealed. soon my i calmed myself down. i talk to him. but he was pissed off. cos he said my mistakes. actually we both are in wrong. but since i dont have the heart to make him go on with his madness. i try to console him. i love him and cant afford to make him sad though.): thats is how i felt actually. okehh lahh. i dont if he accept my apology. my mistakes i admit and her i am to tell u that IM SORRY for getting mad over you. hais. burn will never spit it out if he or me is at the wrong. he would prefer to shut his mouth with his expression painted on his face. okehh lahh. things will be fine soon. thanks for reading the blog people.

Friday, April 11, 2008 { 5:09 PM }

the pictures are random(:

let me summarise what had happen yesterday since i couldnt do blogging yesterday. it was fun(: this was all plan by asri. at that time thre was eyqa, nadd, fad, dee, asri and dass. they brought eggs(1packet of eggs)crazy. 2packets of flour and a carton of milk. it was disastrous. hahaha. but overall, i had fun. im turnong 16 yesterdayy(:

haha.

early in the morning. handphone was taken away by my mum. well, she read and look at the photos. i forgotten to delete all the msg and she read it! what the hell. but what to do. i was angry and also sad, sad for what i've done to her. she got to know my mistakes. sorry dehh! she didnt scold me but instead she talk to me but still i cried. i complain to her what happen yesterday. i am still mad at my father. i told her everything. what i've done and did not. finally she understand. i've finally told her how i'd felt all along. phew! luckily she understand. i love her. after a long talk she finally stop because my father was home, she didnt want to told that what had happen cos she know that he would surely get seriously mad, maybe i dont een get any chance. thanks to her. after that i went to sleep. after i woke up, she was okehh. and after that, we went to jurong east to eat at ZINGDO. since she just got her pay, haha. i asked her to bought me a cap. whahahha(: thanks mum! thats all for today. need to get all the household job done. takecare people. LOVE BURN(:

Thursday, April 10, 2008 { 11:23 AM }

Well, today is 10 April, AQILAH's burfday falls today..

Here a song for u, AQILAH:

HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BURFDAY TO AQILAH

HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOU..

hahahahahhahahahahahahha!!

Happy sweet 16 aqilah..

may all your wishess come true on ur very special day..

and may ALLAH live u longer in this orld..

hahahahha.. ayte..

Tuesday, April 8, 2008 { 9:34 PM }

YEAHH!! birthday are just round the corners. 2 more days to my birthdayy. happy lahh sehh. hahha. it falls on thursday. look like i have to bring extra clothing. ell, most probably my classmates ill have their plans for my birthday. im in trouble. oh godd! just pray hardd. life in school as per normal. open books, lectures and notes. so boring. haiyohh. probably had to sucked everything up before exam. i at least had 2 more weeks or lesser before exam. oh goshh. but still not studying hardd. hahha. serve me right. after school went to meet burn. we go to our normal place. at first theres nad&donk. a few minutes later they left. and andik came. suddenly. hahha. eird weird.hahhaha. oh yarr. things that make me laugh till now was that pecah rahsie(break secrets) hahha. i didnt even know that u did not how to blow bubbles( from chewing gum ). kekek ar lu. hahha. soon aan came. at 4 we left. and left aan alone at bb. i went home and change and bring my guitar along. hahha, i teach burn how to play. and i could see that he having a hard time to learn playing the guitar. making all kind of nonsense, cute cute. ahhahha. thats all. i love muhammad redzuan b mohd asri.

Monday, April 7, 2008 { 9:59 PM }

life as usual... wake up at 12.. at 2 meet up aqilah at libary..she was lazy to go BB because early in the morning, when she was tyme to go to school, she forget to bring her ez-link card..soso careless.. hahahha.. ehmm..accompany her till 0630 as she have to fetch her small very cute brother from school..

From her brother school, i walked back to Boon Lay interchange to take 198 to BB.. met up, Wang,Qiqi,Yan,Neng,Wank..lepaklepaklepak till 9.. went to 7-11 to buy slurpee.. bought that sourr lemon..hahha.. when qiqi taste it, muker dyer tempek..hahahhaa..jkjk.. walk to busstop,take bus and here i am after eating ikan asam pedas..hahahha

ayte.. till here then.. wo ai ni,aqilah..hahahahha

Sunday, April 6, 2008 { 11:00 PM }

hello people.. seem that i had not blog for a long time.. hahahha.. sorie..aqilah scolded me for not blogging.. and now, im blogging what i done during last friday till today..

Friday-4 April
At 1230, Firizqqi,Zulhusmi,AlifD and i went to the mosque for our friday's prayer.. i was shocked when i saw alifD.. its good for him to change.. Because, during our secondary days, i asked him to go for the prayer, but he say, it is not the time.. SIN sey alif..hahahha.. after prayer, we went to bulatbaru.. as usual, we do what we do when lepak-ing..and aqilah make me mad because she broke our promise..

Saturday-5 April
WestG had q game against WestLander.. i was so stressed because of WestG players making last minute cancel.. we left 12 players.. we just go for the game for Firizqqi.. we came 45min late. i was the capt for WestG during that game.. after that 90mins of game, we won 4-2.. khairul hat-trick and herrizal scored his first goal.. we played so well. my man of the match is Saifuddin Sabtu..

Sunday-6 April
9 in the morning wake-up to help my aunty to wash and polish her car.. i was like crying when polishing.. im so tired...ALONE.. in the evening, meet up qiqi,wang,donk,nad at bulatbaru till 1030.. and here i am now...hahaha..okay.. till here then.. aku sayang aqilah asnawi, SIOLL..

Friday, April 4, 2008 { 11:17 PM }

today is the fourth of april. 6 more days to my birthday. haha(: which falls on the 10th april. (: my intentions is not writing for my upcoming birthday. well its all about today. today wake earlier then i am suppose to. i woke up at 5.30am, well i should be waking up at 6.30. thats my usual timing. ahha. i a slate to school becos of fifah, my stupid sister. she takes her own sweet time to get out of the hse. well we were sent by our father, taking motorcycle.eventually i wa s late to school for the second time. and i am being scoldedd by the teacher. hais. today theres no mood to study so decided to talk throughout the whole lessons. haha.after school went to meet burn at the normal place. i was there till 6 as i had to fetch my younger brother. i made a mistakes which him mad, im soryy dear. okehh lahh till here. aku cinta burn. sangatsangat(: