Sunday, February 3, 2008
{ 11:06 AM }
hello, quite a number of days i've been not updating the blog. im quite lazy to update the blog. nowadays im quite busy with school. this year taking n level and lately i've been busy with my dnt coursework for my n level. the datedue is quite a thight one. i mean we are given a shorter time to think and do. our teacher is stressing us on our dnt. stress, stress!
on 31st i quarell with him. i was mad at him for this particular thing. i try to talk things out. but he prefered to just keep quiet. i dont know why. it seems like he dont bother. he was mad at me too. maybe becos i dont trust him. i really want him to talk things out. its better. but he still quiet. but later he said sorry to me. okeh i accept his apologise.on the 1st i quarell with him again maybe it was my fault. when we meet we keep quiet. maybe i was the one who dont talk. then througout he tried to talk to me but what he asked i just answered. it was not the way i usually did. in the first place i was still mad at him so i kept quiet. then when i was okehh he was the one who get mad. i try to say sorry to him. but he didnt accept my apology. so i went off. i feel bad to lied. i know he will be mad, but i am verry sorry burn. i really dont mean to do that. i dont know why u keep talking about dee. its like u hate dee. i know u are mad, but it really got nothing to do with dee. it is just between us. i wrote this as this is the only way i can let you know. on that day i know u are mad. but do you have to use vulgarities. it hurts sia. i know u are really mad. i dont know whether u stiil want me to be yours or not. i dont know whether u still love me or not. as u mention about break up.
its hard to contact so i really dont know. i just tell u this. burn, i am very sorry for lying. and i do still love you or even i still want to be with with you. but if u no longer love me and neither want to be with me. please tell me. i wrote it here to let you know how much i love u. but tell me again and everything that you dont even care about our relationship and want to end it. then from there i will know. once again i love you. bye ):
